[islandchica]

Yeah, I feel bad for Jacob, too. It would really suck to be him; first, he finds out he's turning into a wearwolf and he can't do anything to stop that, and second, he finally confesses to Bella that he loves her, but it's too late. It's easy to tell that he really does care for her.

Still, I find him to be kind of annoying and a bit immature. Sometimes it seems like he's making things harder on Bella just because he can't have his way. But that's just how I see it. I don't hate him or anything.

The other thing is, though, that if Bella were to be with him, she could lead a relatively "normal" life. She wouldn't have to go on living forever; she could stay with Charlie and Renee and be... Human. Which would be tempting, for me, because personally I think that living forever would be torture. And there would be so many lies involved if she were to become a vampire... She'd have to lie to her family, and all of her friends (besides the ones who know). It'd be tough.

Of course, on the other hand, there's Edward. And the most convenient way for her to stay with him would be to change.


HMMM... I don't know what I'd do!